A blank document with a flashing curser. That’s what I have looked at for the past hour trying to write this mini-blog.
This blog is a head’s up of sorts. It’s a preview of what’s to come in the life of Amanda Colclasure. At least, as far as I can see.
And what I see might surprise you.
I believe the next leg of my journey will get harder, before it gets better.
I have spent the last two years running from the pain and the effects inflicted upon me…October 31, 2009, when I was raped. I have been just as unwilling to deal with being raped, as I was the night it happened.
Today I made the decision to stop running and am putting recovery into action.
I have a long road of recovery ahead of me.
This will mean that some days I will be less social than what you are used to…maybe even less positive. And that scares me. I like being known for those things. But if I truly want to be healthy, I have to acknowledge all of the pain and anger I have bottled away and work through it.
I would appreciate your prayers and support as I walk this journey.
“I’m not where I need to be, but thank God I’m not where I used to be.” Joyce Meyers